I wouldn't say i have a bunch of friends in the college,
I wouldn't say i'm close to everyone in my class,
I wouldn't say the problem is lie on them.
Since coming to kl,
i try to withdraw myself from society,
I hate socialization,
as much as i hate boot licking so that i can gain more friends.
Hypocrite,
Pseudo,
Masquerade,
simply ain't my thing!
I wouldn't say i don't care when i realize i don't have much friends,
I care,
but on the other hand,
I'm not really care.
I say "NO" to all the activity,
I reject them everytime i can,
It's not because i hate to be with them,
It's just because i need some time to be alone.
I will talk to you if u want,
But,
If you don't give a damn about me,
then i won't care.
it sounds sad
ReplyDeletebut somehow i like this.
我不说 不是因为我不知道
我不参与 不是因为我不要
我只是想要享受一个人的宁静
ya..rite..
ReplyDeletei need some time to be alone..
muz practise positive thinking ya girl =)..
ReplyDeleteyou are not a bad person though..deserves a better luck..
try to socialize and feel the happiness from it..
not necessary to criticize or being hypocrite..it's a norm..
take care!